Kobe Bryant Has Announced His Retirement, My Thoughts Among Other Things

Today, Kobe Bryant announced he’d be retiring after the 2015-16 season is over. After 20 seasons with the Los Angeles Lakers, he’ll be hanging up that purple and gold jersey and will never lace up those shoes for a NBA game again. This is arguably the most important story of the day, yes even more important than the Broncos handing the seemingly unbeatable Patriots their first loss of the season.

I reflect on what Kobe has done for the league and for basketball fans everywhere, and it’s hard to put into words. I’m only 22 so I’ve watched this man play for my entire life. He was my idol and inspiration. I wanted to be him, what kid didn’t? When I was in first grade I brought home a pamphlet for a local basketball league, handed it to my parents and said I want to play. Days later I was registered and thus began my 11-year career and love for the game that would forever change my life. As a basketball player, I could relate. I styled my game after him. I studied him. Watching Kobe and the Lakers became part of my life.

I will admit, I am not from California nor do I have any connection to it. I grew up attending Rockets games with my dad because they were the hometown team. I never felt any true desire to root for the Rockets though I loved those pinstriped jerseys of the late 90s/early 2000s. But seeing Kobe play, I found myself rooting for him, admiring him, and in-turn cheering for the Lakers. I’ve received my fair share of criticism over the years while being called a “bandwagon fan” amongst other things. But I’ve remained a faithful fan. I asked my parents to order the “Lakers three-peat” Sports Illustrated hardcover book that is produced after every major championship. And I stuck with them throughout the seasons they missed the playoffs, the seasons that were just plain ugly, and yes, this disastrous season.

I watch this post-game conference that will undoubtedly be replayed for the next few days. Kobe claims to be “at peace” with his decision. He appears calm and collective, but there’s something there. That glint in his eyes. I know what it’s like to walk away from the game you love, that you’ve sacrificed your body for, the celebration of big victories, and the bitterness of those heartbreaking defeats. So begins the season-long tribute to the greatest player that I may ever watch in my lifetime. I know there’ll be tears when I see him wave to the crowd one last time. I’ve already been a little teary-eyed today. Kobe’s quoted, “I want you to know now… so we can enjoy every moment together.” I appreciate it Mr. Bryant, I really do. You’ve given so much to me, to the Association, and to the beautiful game of basketball.

Who do I have taking that last shot to win the game? It’s Kobe. It’s always been Kobe.